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CC Antya 4.164

ājiha nahila more ātmīyatā-jñāna!
mora abhāgya, tumi — svatantra bhagavān!”
ājiha — even until now; nahila — there has not been; more — unto me; ātmīyatā-jñāna — feeling as one of Your relations; mora abhāgya — my misfortune; tumi — You; svatantra bhagavān — the independent Personality of Godhead.
“It is my misfortune that You have not accepted me as one of Your intimate relations. But You are the completely independent Supreme Personality of Godhead.”